Happy New Years

Everyone

It is now 2006

it is the time for making a new years resolution that you are all going to break the very next week

i am thinking of quitting xanga...its just a waste of time and i barely even use it anyway...

things are getting gay again...i hate it when this happens...people just get me really pissed and they do stupid things

i am trying to avoid cussing  from now on so sock me if you hear me cuss from now on and yes even you, chris lee, are allowed to sock me also

i find myself not caring for anything at all like christmas...its just an ordinary time of year now...theres nothing special about it anymore

i am definitely changing these days and i dont like it...my mood is lower than normal these days and i hope that you guys would forgive me if i give you an attitude

retreat was fun...

something is wrong with my knuckles...they look and feel like chapped lips except there on my knuckles....weird

im getting stressed out a lot lately because all the homework, projects, and tests...i wanna go to cypress

i miss everyone

too many things going on at once and its too much for me to handle all at once so im going to have to give up some of my priorities to move on with the others like xanga, games, going online, maybe....maybe soccer

i am going to stand out. i am content with what i have. i need to appreciate all the blessings god has poured upon me and i need to stop constantly asking for more.

i have been selfish too long. i have been expecting too much out of my parents, i was materialistic and spending away my parents' money for useless things when they could have been buying things for themselves. i have been watching what my mom buys and she has been buying no materialistic things for herself but only for my sister and me.

i am not writing all these things to get sympathy from you so dont feel like im trying to get you guys to feel sorry for me or anything of that sort. i thank all my friends for keeping me happy at times when i need it. they are the only reason why i am not completely depressed but sometimes i start to think about future events to come which really kills the happiness i feel when i am with my friends. my church friends are the best because they are never gay to me......never. as i got close to chris lee before, i am getting close to chris namkung as well. i am glad god brought both of them into my life and now it is time for me to get closer to daniel and then other church people

sorry for the long entry